The adventure of becoming you
Yes yes, you may have heard me say a gazillion times that the answers are within you. You have it within you to make your dreams come true. You have the answers inside of you. It’s true!
Outside of me, life was not safe. Outside of me and around me, there was violence, there was pain on all levels – emotional, mental, physical, and in many ways spiritually. Growing up I experienced physical, emotional, mental and sexual abuse. Outside of me life did not feel safe – most humans felt like a threat and generally it felt as if there was a lot stacked against me being muslim, asian and female.
The gold for me was that my inner world always felt safe. I had this inner sense of calm and protection. As an introvert it was easier to connect within myself, to my heart and soul.
It was harder to live in a world that has a gazillion rules that you have to fit into, otherwise you’re rejected/abandoned/ostracised or just not welcomed wholeheartedly.
The more I retreated from the outside world, the more I connected to my inner world. It’s there I discovered the treasures, the gold, the wisdom, the safety, the soul certainty: the ‘answers within’.
I’ve not shared just how painful the traumas were in this post How debilitating the PTSD was (and can still be once in a while). How being at rock bottom was like hell.
But there was always a light on. The light of my soul. The light of love from God, the universe, my badass angel crew. The light of miracles.
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