Behind the scenes and the computer screens
The laughter
The tears
The worries
The fears
The endless possibilities
Stoking the inner flame
The unreachable dreams
Forever drifting away
Behind the scenes and the computer screens:
The mask of ‘everything is perfect, everything is great’ that we’d wear at the party, in the staffroom, at the work do or the shopping queue..
When behind the scenes, tears would roll both happy and sad, fear of the unknown and anxiety hidden behind the smile..
This is something about human behaviour & psychology which has always fascinated me.
Mainly because on the one hand my lifestyle and success was so abundant and on the other hand, from the age of 12 I started deep inner work with counsellors, teachers, coaches and mentors.
Behind the scenes of success were rivers of tears soaking my pillows, facing deeply embedded fears around abandonment and rejection, infidelity, soothing my inner child reminding her she is safe to play, be free and be loved, healing my mother and father relationships, anxiety, PTSD and much more. Navigating the dark became an art for me by shining a light where love was missing.
No-one knew. Not my family, nor my friends. Just those walking with me through to the other side.
The healing and release of my inner self always catapults my external success – this is secret to soul-led success and happiness. Your inner world comes first. Physical manifestation is secondary.
So, behind the scenes and the computer screens whatever you are going through: come back to centre, breathe into presence and remember your inner strength and power. Transformation/freedom is on the other side of anxiety, fear of the unknown, lack of self-connection, confusion and feeling stuck.
When you move your inner world, you shift. And use that wisdom to be the change you wish to see in the world.
Behind the scenes and computers screens never means you have to go through things alone. Your angels in disguise will always show up, ready to walk with you.
It takes bravery, courage, emotional resilience, devotion to yourself and commitment to your vision to come through – all of which you have in bucketloads, if a reminder right now serves you.
Remember, life is today so follow your heart. It knows the way, Leila x
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